i've been having the urge to go back for sessions recently, in fact, i did . hahaha

i actually dragged myself out of bed last sunday at 8, despite having the choice to sleep in later and went to 9am mass so that i'll make it in time for session with cornerstone (:

i daren't say that i'm strong in my faith, neither can i confidently say like how many of my christian friends are able to that i surrender everything up to god and allow him to use my life for him .

but i feel that , i'm trying and despite not being able to trust in him fully in some aspects of my life now, i know that deep down inside, essentially, he's still the treasure that i seek, the lord whom is my constant.

indeed, praise god for dragging me up early at 8, because session that day was rather apt. the theme was

"Christ must be Lord of ALL your life, or not at all".

i learnt something new that week. Praise and worship is not merely going there to sing but not feeling anything at all. sure, it's not tough to feel as though you are " spiritually" enhance while singing however, i learnt that there is a purpose behind praise and worship .

PRAISE= what i praise him for the things which he did for me

Worship= for who he is to me.

thus, this means that everything we sing songs during praise and worship, we ought to reflect on why we are doing praise and worship and it'll probably make praise and worship a more purposeful and meaningful one (:

i know i seldom do posts on religion because i did not want to be a hypocrite where i just write and yet not truly feel anything. haha

now that i reflect, the thing which i initially thought would be an obstacle between me and someone is maybe god's wayof speaking out to me, of bringing me back into his arms because afterall, i haven't been going for sessions, but now, i'm trying to go back so, praise god (: