Aqidah told me something today which made me went AWWWW because i think it's sooo true ! no wonder " EHHEM" managed to get inspired by her but by me, because i dont give nice or insighful enlightening philosophies:( anyway she said this !

it's okay to lose your pride over the one you love. but don't lose the one
you love over your pride.

have you ever met a friend? whom you have known for a long time? or THOUGHT you knew? i was " discussing" the issue of truly knowing someone inside out with someone whom well, i always have this kinda " intellectual" discussions ( *AHEMS. arguments) with. anyway , that someone was telling me that it's impossible to know someone truly.

today , something proved him right. i have a friend whom i know for many years now. i always thought that i'm an earlier bloomer as compared to her thus, i was usually the one by her side, giving her advices and looking out for her. however, lately, she seemed to have bloomed and well, she seemed to have shot ahead of me. now, i feel as though i no longer know her. i wonder if she's the same girl i knew. this uncertainty is rather unsettling watching it happen yet not knowing how to feel about it .

next week is final exams. can't wait for it to be over and done with. first semester was a killer. how about the upcoming sems?:(