The Dreamer
She loves to dream. She likes wondering about what could have been, should have been, and may have been. She loves looking at the night-sky - who knows, a shooting star may just fly past one day and she will be able to make her wish. Her wish to be with you.
Sunday, September 20, 2009
went for mass today. it mentioned something about if things didn't go my way, it means that i did not pray properly for it. If i prayed and it still does not go how i want it to go, it means that i prayed for the wrong thing because it's for my own desires and not god's will.
this sentence struck me.
bestie and i have been feeling really down of late.
and i really wanna help her?
but i mean seriously, how do you cheer someone up if i don't even feel cheerful isn't it ?
the common things that people say about me is : oh ! claudia's so cheerful and bubbly!
little do they know the truth.
i'm kinda back to the habit of blogging. mainly, because i no longer know how to express myself in front of people and i don't wanna burden my friends because of how i feel.
i really want to stop feeling this way. i know it gets a tad depressing reading my blog. hahaha ! my apologies for it.
so you're gone and i'm haunted and i bet that you're just fine.
♥Sunday, September 20, 2009
