i realised that my past posts have been a ramblings of nothing.
i don't think they make sense to anyone.
haha. i feel like just deleting my tag board so i wouldn't need to know who reads my blog.
at the same time, i seem to realise that my teenage years are slowly coming to an end, fading away and yet, i don't seem to accomplish many things that are well, appealing to teenagers. haha !
i wonder if i'll regret it when i grow old and start saying : shucks ! i should have done this or that.
i remember making a list of things when i was 16 years old of which i will complete by the time i turn 21. i even made shuxian and phyllis my witnesses. haha but it seems to have been a failure.
i haven't done anything particularly exciting or dangerous.
i haven't learnt driving( it isn't as simple as how i had imagined initially)
most importantly, while many of my friends have like fallen in and out of love so many times.
i haven't gone through a relationship which leaves me deliriously and passionately in love.
as each year passes, it occurred to me that the probability of me falling head over heels with someone reduces greatly as i am expected to be more mature in relationships as i grow older.
my life has all along been at most, dramatic.
but never , risky nor dangerous nor exciting.
i have no idea why i'm saying all this.
i guess i just felt like blogging something so i'm just writing anything that came into my head.
♥Thursday, June 11, 2009
