The Dreamer
She loves to dream. She likes wondering about what could have been, should have been, and may have been. She loves looking at the night-sky - who knows, a shooting star may just fly past one day and she will be able to make her wish. Her wish to be with you.
Saturday, May 9, 2009
the worst feeling comes when i'm with my parents together with brother dearest and his significant other.
when my dad starts commenting telling my mom: awww, you look so lovely.... do you need me to help you take the food.... etc etc....
or when my bro starts asking me : hey mei mei, help me and cheryl to take photo here... there.....
and in every photo, it will either be my parents taking together. or my brother with his girlfriend.
then they'll start saying: hey, help mei mei to take a photo.
and then subsequent photos will portray me standing alone in them taking shots.
maybe i'm being too sensitive or too left out... i'm not sure .
but i do know that the feeling really hits me hard.
and i'm left wondering if they were pitying me for not being able to find someone or .... i don't know.
haha .
ahhhh, i guess i'm just probably whining.
i'm such an attention seeker . heh
but sometimes, i would start wishing that my brother and i were kids again . playing street fighter along car seat windows and in our minds were just ... simple, innocent, childlike playfulness.
p.s sorry noriko, faith, shuxian. really truly sorry )): for bailing out on you guys . i know you've been looking forward to the gathering tomorrow. trust me , i do feel the same too. sorry i had to be the wet blanket.
♥Saturday, May 09, 2009
