She loves to dream. She likes wondering about what could have been, should have been, and may have been. She loves looking at the night-sky - who knows, a shooting star may just fly past one day and she will be able to make her wish. Her wish to be with you.
Friday, May 29, 2009
have not blogged here for so long. thanks to the lousy internet connection here. ' internet explorer is unable to be displayed ' is such a common sight that i can sense myself eventually giving up trying to post something . haha ! anyway , had an awesome catch up session with pauline mah and lim fanghan yesterday ! and went to meet up with faith today . hahaha ! i guess due to me falling sick, i feel so tired nowadays . i can diagnose my own cause of sickness: LACK OF SUFFICIENT REST! hahah
im rambling again , aren't i ? i keep doing that these days . ahhhhh ~ kisses for you ~~ MUACKKKKKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSS !!!
♥Friday, May 29, 2009
Friday, May 22, 2009
THANK YOU JEANNIE ONG!!!!<3
♥Friday, May 22, 2009
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
if a person is too confident, the best way to lower their confidence level, is to just make them apply for university admission. haha. the world is just so cruel. whether or not you are good doesn't depend on your all year round performance, it depends, unfortunately on a one time thing. so what if you usually emerge top in your gp exams? or you're usually the one who teaches other people in their maths problems ? if you fall sick on the day of the exam, or just aint your usual self, you're gone if you screw that particular paper. it IS just that unfair. accept it, move on. anyone can succeed as long as they work hard.
my confidence level has never reach this low before.
♥Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Monday, May 18, 2009
sick sick sick sick sick. sorethroat sorethroat sorethroat. hate falling sick. this year seems to be an extremely weak year. haha maybe staying home too much isn't healthy haha
♥Monday, May 18, 2009
Sunday, May 17, 2009
♥Sunday, May 17, 2009
Friday, May 15, 2009
Aqidah showed me this video about Taiwanese criticising Singaporeans English. to my surprise, although i DO complain a lot about they systems in Singapores and all, but hearing criticisms coming out of another nation's mouth, i felt really really horrid.
i mean , seriously, don't they think that they are being biased? according to that guy, so he has been to Singapore for two months. but, so? is that enough to know ALL about Singapore and the way we speak? hell, i myself have lived here for 18.5 years and i don't even dare to say i know a lot. so who is he to say that Singaporeans speak that way , when in fact, we don't? well, maybe a small minority does, but i feel that it's not right to judge a whole nation base on a few months experiences.
they laugh at our english . wait and see who'll get the last laugh in future. HAHA
♥Friday, May 15, 2009
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
so mommy's day just past and i just hope mommy knows jsut how special she is to me and korkor!((:
and it's so funny. because i decided to msg my best friends to wish their mothers? so i went like : happy mothers' day to mommy lee or like happy mothers' day to mommy ong! but they didn't get it ? because one started scolding me for calling her a mom? and the other called me her daughter? it was so funny, really.
so anyway , this past five months, i really feel as though i've wasted my time away. yet, i don't really know how to make up for it now. i mean what can i do now? when i'm suppose to fly away for holiday in June and school starts in August?
yeah , learning driving now. so hopefully i'll be able to drive myself around by the time august comes round? and i was hoping to study for my grade 8 theory exam so that i can take my diploma. but i've checked and the closing date for exam registration has already closed )):
ahhhh. i hate it when life is in stagnation mode and when i don't seem to have any aims or goals in life.
i really want to ask how you're doing. but i daren't.
♥Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Saturday, May 9, 2009
the worst feeling comes when i'm with my parents together with brother dearest and his significant other. when my dad starts commenting telling my mom: awww, you look so lovely.... do you need me to help you take the food.... etc etc.... or when my bro starts asking me : hey mei mei, help me and cheryl to take photo here... there..... and in every photo, it will either be my parents taking together. or my brother with his girlfriend. then they'll start saying: hey, help mei mei to take a photo. and then subsequent photos will portray me standing alone in them taking shots. maybe i'm being too sensitive or too left out... i'm not sure . but i do know that the feeling really hits me hard. and i'm left wondering if they were pitying me for not being able to find someone or .... i don't know. haha . ahhhh, i guess i'm just probably whining. i'm such an attention seeker . heh
but sometimes, i would start wishing that my brother and i were kids again . playing street fighter along car seat windows and in our minds were just ... simple, innocent, childlike playfulness.
p.s sorry noriko, faith, shuxian. really truly sorry )): for bailing out on you guys . i know you've been looking forward to the gathering tomorrow. trust me , i do feel the same too. sorry i had to be the wet blanket.
♥Saturday, May 09, 2009
Thursday, May 7, 2009
so there you go! these few days spend with them are really a joy.
haha ! shirlene tan and i surprised bestie on mon ! causing her to drop her phone ! HEHEHHEHEH her expression was priceless man ! and for once, my surprise didn't fail. haha !
then yesterday , i went jogging with bestie in the morning !!! we managed to run 7 rounds and walked 1 round ! heh but we got sun burnt though): my face, and her shoulders. oh noooo. let's choose a better timing the next time okay bestie?
i've got to get on a diet because SOMEONE said that i look like i've gain weight !!! hahaha jokingly, but ... i myself think so)):
anyway , i vote SHIRLENE TAN to have the honour of becoming the best wife ever. lucky alvin. heh ! ohohoh ! thanks for teaching me to cook, im now the master of slicing mushrooms. heh! let's do this again someday girls ! it was really a blast ! heh. the thing which i never included shall be kept as a secret between the three of us yeah?(:
why do i always let you get to me ?
♥Thursday, May 07, 2009
Monday, May 4, 2009
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MY DARLING BESTIE ! <3
HOPE YOU REALLY HAD THE SURPRISE OF YOUR LIFE TODAY ! HEH ! shall upload photos sooon okay??(:
and the above photos are just a few of the very many which i took with my beloved A01ians on SAT! heh