The Dreamer
She loves to dream. She likes wondering about what could have been, should have been, and may have been. She loves looking at the night-sky - who knows, a shooting star may just fly past one day and she will be able to make her wish. Her wish to be with you.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Maundy's Thursday is tomorrow...
i'm assigned to play the song " Above All"
However, hearing Hubert's playing makes me feel soooo inferior.
He's like grade 0, yet he plays even better than me , a grade 8.
Certs, sometimes.... they don't mean a thing.
Attaining a cert doesn't mean that i am better or more superior to others.
we need to be humble (:
so pray for me , that i'll be able to play well for God and be an instrument his message can pass through from me to his people.
This period of time for me really sucks.
When people around me keeps telling me that they've been accepted, or have been shortlisted for an interview.... the more my anxiety increases.
and then, i'll feel so mean .
because i should be feeling happy that they got accepted or shortlisted.
but i know deep down inside me , how i wish that that person was me instead.
can't wait for my life to stabilize.
is this how it's all going to end?with us not talking anymore?
♥Wednesday, April 08, 2009
