It's late, and i know i should be sleeping instead of typing this tirade of ramblings.

however, i can't seem to fall in slumber and instead, this thought flashed across my mind..it amuses me how when we are able to get the things we desire, we start to take them for granted? and only when we find ourself in another situation that is much worst off do we then yearn back for the initial thing which we had taken for granted?

take for example, i had to sleepover at grandma's place last night as she was all alone at home, but ( call me a spoilt brat or anything-_-) i couldn't seem to get to sleep anyhow! because it was SUPER warm, and i felt really uncomfortable. At that moment,i seriously DESIRED my bed, my room, my house. i was thinking then: omg!! if im at home now, i could just crash right onto my bed and be asleep right now! but then look at now... what am i doing? i'm in my own house, my own room, sitting on my own bed typing all these and i'm doing everything else except sleep. which i really ought to be doing... so i was then thinking.. yes .. i do think quite a lot, the irony of life? we don't get what we want... so we desire.... but once we get what we desire.... we take them fo granted.... and this feeling only ends when we lose them ... so we desire again ... and then soon, eventually.. we'll start taking them for granted. and this mindless cycle keeps repeating itself. i feel quite like a genius to derive this logic myself really... but ... i have no idea why i'm typing all these. haha!

so anyway, i went to cut my hair today! and nope, i didn't go to my usual hairdresser.... because mommy wanted me to go under her Shiseido package where she'll buy $150 worth of products which entitles me to a free haircut by a stylist who specially flew in from Japan for just three days. So, anyway, all initial doubt and uncertainty immediately flew away when i saw the way my stylist went : SNIP SNIP SNIP with his scissors... and he was SOOOOOO NICE AND SOOOOOO SWEET! often repeating the words: aligatok! and Kawaii-Deska! and Thank You very Much! i have to say that it was by far my most polite and funniest hair cut experience, with me not understanding japanese and he not really understanding english, it's a wonder how he even managed to cut what i had requested. but still, he did a REALLY awesome job i must say for i REALLY REALLY love it alot, leaving only sadness in me when he finished cutting. why? well, because i was wondering next time when i need another haircut, WHO CAN I GO TO!!!!!*GASPS! i really want to go back to him ? but sadly, he'll be in japan )): i even contemplated flying over to Japan to find him in future and marry him if nobody wants me since i could at least get a nice hair cut everyday right ? ahhaha but i got scolded by my mom when i suggested that to her and she told me to banish that thought. yet she herself often say that i should marry a fruit seller so that she can have free fruits to eat everyday -_-

so anyway, here's my new haircut! i don't care if others find it ugly or whatever, i love it and that's all that matters!! (: