i know i should thankful to God for all the blessings he has placed upon me.
i do, i do thank him for everything he has helped me with.
maybe, this is a test, a test he has to put me through to strengthen me up.
i've never been in such a situation before, which explains why i only slept at around the wee hours in the morning and wake up so early too.
why ... why do i have to know you .
i thought there was something between us.
we talked, we bonded, we clicked well.
and then .... you went to get yourself attached.
or rather, you went back to your old flame.
and YOU !
you really piss me off you know.
i remember nicole asking me how is it possible to be in a love hate relationship.
hating someone yet knowing you love him too.
well, i perfectly understood what she meant when she said that ?
why ! why didn't you tell me at that time !
don't you think it's unfair ?
why does the success of our could have been relationship fall in your hands?
i am so sad you have such little faith in us.
i know there are many obstacles, and well, we dont exactly live in harmony with each other? i daresay, we could even bicker about the littlest things?
but who ever said that love is easy ?
there are not many guys whom i'll accept,
you're one of the few whom i'll say yes to,
truthfully, i haven't establish the reason why.
but whoever said that love needs a reason ?
besides, i think that real love requires no reason at all
cause it means you fully accept the other party , flaws, strengths and all.
still, you didn't give us a shot.
will we have a chance in future?
♥Wednesday, March 04, 2009
