there's something special in the air

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

i've been rather down and lost of late. i believe it is due to me not having any goals or aim in my current life. if you know me, without anything to work for, i'll start feeling as though i'm just drifting along in life and there's nothing meaningful to live for apart from god of course.
heard that results will be out next friday, 6th march. i am so terrified of what i'm going to face. especially for GP. oh gosh... i really did try for GP. so please please let me do okay for it and the rest of my other subjects too of course, although i kinda know that my maths would be a goner.
i have no idea how i'm going to survive this ordeal till i get back my results.

and you.
being around you ... sometimes makes me feel that i'm taking life for granted and that it's time to wake up. i can for certain say that you're the only person so far to make me feel as though i'm a really spoilt and pampered princess. my family have been telling me that for ages, even leo ... he keeps calling me princess. but i merely put them off as being exaggerating. but seeing your lifestyle... you actually have the capability of making me feel guilty . of making me wake up to reality, that no, i don't wanna spend my life just drifting along.

gosh, i wish i could just hurry get into university and get back into studying mode.
it's true what people often say. you'll only truly know how to treasure things when you've lost them. so yes, i daresay that i took studying for granted. i used to think that i was the most unlucky girl in the whole world for having to slog day and night through homework, tests, books.... now.... i'll do anything just to get to study what i really want to major in.

i'm praying for you, honey.
you're so brilliant, i'm confident in you (:

♥Tuesday, February 24, 2009