Tuesday, February 24, 2009
i've been rather down and lost of late. i believe it is due to me not having any goals or aim in my current life. if you know me, without anything to work for, i'll start feeling as though i'm just drifting along in life and there's nothing meaningful to live for apart from god of course.
heard that results will be out next friday, 6th march. i am so terrified of what i'm going to face. especially for GP. oh gosh... i really did try for GP. so please please let me do okay for it and the rest of my other subjects too of course, although i kinda know that my maths would be a goner.
i have no idea how i'm going to survive this ordeal till i get back my results.
and you.
being around you ... sometimes makes me feel that i'm taking life for granted and that it's time to wake up. i can for certain say that you're the only person so far to make me feel as though i'm a really spoilt and pampered princess. my family have been telling me that for ages, even leo ... he keeps calling me princess. but i merely put them off as being exaggerating. but seeing your lifestyle... you actually have the capability of making me feel guilty . of making me wake up to reality, that no, i don't wanna spend my life just drifting along.
gosh, i wish i could just hurry get into university and get back into studying mode.
it's true what people often say. you'll only truly know how to treasure things when you've lost them. so yes, i daresay that i took studying for granted. i used to think that i was the most unlucky girl in the whole world for having to slog day and night through homework, tests, books.... now.... i'll do anything just to get to study what i really want to major in.
i'm praying for you, honey.
you're so brilliant, i'm confident in you (:
♥Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Thursday, February 19, 2009
so what now ?
are you attached or single?
yes, indeed i do ask many questions.
maybe too many...
but i'm appalled and wondering why in the world you didn't tell me about that when you had so many chances too?
instead no, i had to find it out from another person's mouth instead.
it was like a pin bursting the expanding bubble surrounding me.
thanks a lot.this deceit.
♥Thursday, February 19, 2009
Sunday, February 15, 2009
bronchitis.
thats what the doctor diagnosed me with just now.
from a common fever flu to bronchitis.
oh gosh.. im starting to feel scared cause i dont like the feeling of coughing so hard.
it's really painful on my throat. and im starting to wonder if i'll get well )):
feeling really depress.
i love being around you,baby
you keep me safe.
please... please.... dont disappoint me
♥Sunday, February 15, 2009
Friday, February 13, 2009
i need a job desperately.
ahhh.... help.
♥Friday, February 13, 2009
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Lun Tat says:
haha
Lun Tat says:
you pray for me
Lun Tat says:
i pray for you
Lun Tat says:
we pray tgther
Lun Tat says:
then the flu tgther gone
isn't that guy the sweetest ?(:
♥Wednesday, February 11, 2009
hello ! i realise i haven't updated my blog in quite some time.
i decided to change my blogskin cause well, i do love dancing, it's the one thing that makes me feel very free?? i kinda like that feeling.
hahaha anyway , loads of things to update.
first things first,
goodbye , jac)):
i feel really really sad cause i was looking forward to getting to know you better after you recovered? but i know for certain... that you're in a much much better place now. you'll always be in our prayers and minds.cornerstone loves you and may our cranes bring our well wishes and prayers up along with you (ps. uh ... confession to make though, those with the uh ... really crumpled wings and all? i folded those. heh)
second, BASIC THEORY !!! i actually passed my BASIC THEORY ! OMG... HOW AWESOME !!! im living in my fantasy of actually being able to drive... ahha i think i should get a small small car so that my short body (yes people, rejoice for i finally admit that im short-_-) can actually reach the accelerating pedal and brakes. hahaha !
ok, im sick and that's why all of the above, except the part about jac .... is all rubbish . hahahah
♥Wednesday, February 11, 2009