school was kinda horrible today.
everybody's wasn't too good.
or maybe it's mine.
certain people were emo-ing,
which kinda pissed me off.
there were those who thought that i am not their friend,
or maybe someone who is of lowe status than them,
for they decided that they can just raise their voices at me as and when they like.
i told them off,
the reason they gave was cause i irritated them.
er....
so i decided to not talk so much today.
i was more subdued today.
i am just so exhausted from always thinking of others first.
always having to think : oh dear!! how do i make EVERYBODY around me happy?
i am tired.
i have had enough.
enough IS enough.
don't want to talk to me ?
fine.
wanna disturb me?
i can't be bothered anymore.
felt lousy today too.
got back one of my gp essays that day.
i failed AGAIN.
scoring a language mark of merely 8/25
today ,mrs sim gave us back our econs test....
she told me : claudia, please watch out for your engalando(in other words,english)
my friends came to me saying : aiyo claudia ! i wonder how you topped our class for lit!
others reply saying : ya !!! it's a miracle.
so far, what made me proud of myself was my english.
at elast, in secondary school.
now in JC,
in 2A01,
i feel like crap.
it suddenly dawned upon me that my english sucks.
it might sound trivial.
but it was quite a huge blow to me.
i felt lousy.
like seriously.
seriously, maybe the world would be a better place if i just shut up, like what my friends always never fail to remind me.
im sorry if this post is a tad depressing.
let's just pray that something over the weekend would be able to perk me up.
♥Friday, July 25, 2008
