The Dreamer
She loves to dream. She likes wondering about what could have been, should have been, and may have been. She loves looking at the night-sky - who knows, a shooting star may just fly past one day and she will be able to make her wish. Her wish to be with you.
Thursday, June 12, 2008
it's funny just how quickly things changed.
you had me feeling happy, light hearted, relief.
just one day.
ONE day ...
you took everything away.
you left me .....
empty,
lost,
helpless,
everything i hate and am afraid of feeling.
why was i gullible enough in the first place to believe that all would change ?
that i was important enough to you ....
it's all crap.
you took away my trust.
please god,
don't let this be the last straw.
no more sweet nothings,
they are all deceptive.
no more sweet gestures,
they'll just make me feel like one of your 'girls'
no more anything,
that's how hurt and broken i am now.
dumb and regretful,
is how you left me feeling.
you beat me handsdown.
congrats.
♥Thursday, June 12, 2008