Saturday, May 31, 2008
aqidah and i were talking today and we were thinking of 5 words to describe ourselves? she told me 10 words which i will only choose 5 of my favourite to tell you guys ! ahah they are lively, entertaining, loving, opps... i forgot the other two. hahaha anyway, after that we were saying that if we get on a diet...... and we could only consume foods which we look like ... what would we be be ? ahaha aqidah would be cake!! and she says i'd be a
lollipop!@#$ ahhaha . well.... this is what i think you guys look like !!! check out for your name !!! it'll be according to how your character is and all ya ? hahaha faith would be candy cause you're always ever sooo sweet!!! ahhaha bestie would be ... ferrero! fiona would be orange.... leo would be onion.... patson would be dark chocolate ... hahah !!! shall tell you the rest another time for i have to go now !!! bye people (:
♥Saturday, May 31, 2008
Friday, May 30, 2008
history paper was crap today . i AM feeling so disappointed with myself. during common tests, i told myself: okok nvm nvm... just do well for your mid years. now comes mid year and im telling myself: okok ... do well for your prelims. OMG ... CLAUDIA NG YUN QI !!!!@#$% you had better BUCK up and study hard before you see your bright future fluttering away !!! anyway ... mommy and i were looking through youtube at videos of happy laughing babies?? OMG.... they're absolute angels and when they laugh .... OMG .... all your worries will fly away with them and you cant help yourself but laugh along with them!!! they are SUCH angels !!! i want babies of my own when im married:Dthe fact that you dont confide in me hurts me so.....
♥Friday, May 30, 2008
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
ZOMBIE.
that's how i feel.
♥Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
haha i grew bored of the low song.... i LOVE THIS SONG. if only it's not just a song but reality ?but HUH... since when did such nice things happen to me ? i think for me.... the whole plot will end at i thought our chance has pass... and it's true..no wait... did we even have a chance ? nope nadda. sorry .. dont have . ahah you seem to be able to see everybody else around me ?? but you seem completely oblivious to everything about me. but then who can i blame? i asked my mommy why im like that... most people seem to be able to fall in and out of love just like that.i cant even find love ANYWHERE. the most common sentence i've heard so far this year is 'you're too picky. you're standard too high.you're too choosy' hmmmm sometimes i wonder.... is that true ? cause personally? i thought that my taste isn't high at all... ahha so i wonder again... what IS wrong with me?
oh well... i shall stop ranting on about my love life ya lest you people start ssaying " ah... ah ... look !!! there she's going again !! on and on and on ....." hahaha anyway.... these few weeks has been really mindblggling with so many complex issues swimming around in my mind. me thinks me does indeed think a tad too much yes siree... someone please slap me everytime i do that. omg.
♥Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Saturday, May 24, 2008
♥Saturday, May 24, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008
study day today!!! or well, econs day ? for that's the only subject i touched on today... i've completed inflation, half of trade, unemployment but still so much more to cover)): dear god, please do give me the strength to hang on before i completely crumble down. on the positive side, i dind't had to suffer through studying alone? for i spend it with nana, char, aqidah, patson and leo!! ahhaha ... i relly love my A1 darlings to bits!although, HUMPH! it's like 'bully claudia'these few weeks... everybody teasing me and all... i'm glad i can help to relieve their stress and all... but sometimes... it makes me wonder...am i really as dumb as how they see me ? why am i so bully-able? am i really that lousy and so undeserving of their respect? deep down inside me, i do wanna be the kinda girl who is cool and compose... whom people will look up to with respect and say : wow ! that girl is awesome!! she has class and grace! but ....... i know.... i'd never be that girl.... sometimes, i try to keep a low profile and all and not be so wild? people end up thinking im emo-ing and they all come up to me askng : cloudy! are you alright ? -_- maybe that's why im still single as of today ? reason 1 being, im simply too 'loud' and the guys get scared away, or so my mommy always say. haha ... but i know i can never ever be the demure girl who crosses her legs while sitting down, who laughs softly while placing her hand over her mouth and all...and reason 2, i do believe in romance.and in this 21st century, does it even exists?? haha hence, the atatus. oh well, now i have better and more vital things to fret about ? all the monopoly power,oligopoly, inflation, 5541 and whats not.-_-
me feels excluded much!!!!!! no hugs, sweet nothings, nice concern words)):
bestie: please dont feel so inferior! you have everything going for you!! looks( even if you dont believe so), brain, more importantly, personality!! you're just unbelievably awesome and i lvoe you so <3
faith: i miss you babe):
nur aqidah! everything will turn out fine, you'll see. and yes, you're welcome to bug me anytime, anywhere-_- ahaha
-kisses for my darlings!:D
♥Saturday, May 17, 2008
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
sorry for the looooong delay in this post my darlings!!! ahha ... anyway, it's been a few rough weeks but i've held on and hopefully, HOPEFULLY, the down period has past? crossing my fingers fervently !!! anyway, i wont complain.... after all, think about it, isn't it only through all these downs that we know the ups? imagine if life is always happy and positive, would we even know that they ARE happy days? or would they be 'downgraded' to just simply, normal, neutral days? besides, i went for one of my best masses at the church of Imaculate Heart Of Mary that day and the homily was superb! what i learnt from it is that we do have to do everything with the glory of god? i beloeve that everything we do, be it good or bad.... well, they DO happen for a reason ? maybe, just maybe, it might seem like crap at first and we'd then wonder what horrible things we had done to make god 'punish' us this way, but maybe, this IS a blessing in disguise? for god knows that if he lets us have our way, things might turn out horribly wrong and we might be even lower than low! so someitmes, it's better to just..... sit back, hang in there and see what happens. well, for all i can say, this down period of mine did taught me to grow up and be strong. i initially thought that im the sorta person to avoid confrontations and problems? but turns out, i bravely confronted my problems! and even though i didn't manage to solve it straight away, im happy that i had the guts to at least face them! thanks be to god. :D
anyway, COLLEGE DAY WAS WHEEEEE!!! hahahah just so you guys know... im soooooo proud of you darlings!!!! namely, MAI, LIONEL FOO, PATSON, JOYCE AND ZHIXIAN!!! you guys were so superb in the musical!!! i bet you guys well forever hold this memory dear to your hearts eh ? aahaha ... anyway, sending out my love to BESTIE,FAITH,FIONA,AQIDAH,NORIKO,SHUXIAN,LUOER and the whole of 2A01!!!!! <3
♥Wednesday, May 07, 2008