Sunday, April 20, 2008
whew.. the week has finally gone by !!! sorry to say this darlings, but... i'm relief!!!! sooo much things had happen that i thank god i managed to survive it all.... on thursday night, i spend the whole night tearing out cotton wool to stuff it into this gigantic black and brown box as leo's birthday present stuffing in between different kind of presents.... our dearest mr nardo is so rich, that we couldn't decided what to give him, hence this last resort.... haha we included a chocolate-like photo frame with our photo in it, this towel and towel casing with the words "KISS ME" on it, lollipops, his favourite chips, ferreros, marshmallows, a chicken little notepad and a deck of snap cards... i THINK there should be more, but i forgot what else we bought... hahaha anyway, when we went to school, we told him that we have yet to prepare his present to make him feel sad that we dont care about his present? but i dont think he got really affected. haha anyway, when we gave him the box after taht, his first reaction was: WHAT THE HELL? thanks ah .... it really made me feel that our efforts paid off... ahha but ya ... he had to like lug it around for the rest of the day !!!then at night.....leo was suppose to go for dinner with his council friends which included fanglin, yvonne and bob ! but beneath it all, we actually coordinated with them to surprise him !!! ahhaa ... we had a hard time choosing his cake as his favourite one was gone hence, we had to find a substitute one as the one he liked was a rich chocolate cake with many strawberries, but the ones that were left were either chocolate with NO strawberries, or many strawberries but not chocolate flavoured cake! int he end we ended up buying hazelnut cake with ONE strawberry... haha we had to like sort of play hide and seek with him around heartland mall as we didn't want him finding us in action? but i must have been pretty lousy cause he claim that he caught me-_-we went to sit in pizza hut first and prepared the cake with the candles all lit up and all before fanglin and the rest brought him in. when we saw him we started singing really loudly!!! and i think he was really surprise ? even though he claim that he was only a tad taken aback. anw... thanks to fanglin,yvonne, bob, charlotte, shirlene, zhixian and wilfred for making this a success!!! im sure he felt happy on his birthday ... well, he BETTER BE ! heh heh
♥Sunday, April 20, 2008
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
today had a looooooong day for meeeeee....... had literature star followed by history extra lecture... so all in all, we ended school at 7 plus.
i've gotten my punishment.... today has been a trying and hard day for me.... my darlings know what happen.... im just too exhausted to write here now... but i know that i deserve it so i dont really blame anybody ? i just hope that things will be back to normal soon..... it's really demoralising to go to school having to face all these additional stress and all?i just want that person to know, IF he even reads this, to know that even if i had intentionally tried to hurt and make him angry, it did hurt me too.... doing all those hurtful actions and saying all those spiteful words.... although... i dont think im even important enough to hurt him a little.....
and....... i realise that some people DO assume a tad too much.....
i know this post is a tad babbling and unclear? apologies.... my mind is in a mess.
♥Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Dear god, please hear my prayer to you . im going to be needing a lot of your strength and guidance to bear through this week! im going to have to be a naughty girl!!!! but it's for a good cause... so dear god, help me through this week.
♥Sunday, April 13, 2008
[[ jeannie x- ]] : she's changed her number YO!; 81384631__* says:
bestie's smile
[[ jeannie x- ]] : she's changed her number YO!; 81384631__* says:
has this damn sweet gal aura
[[ jeannie x- ]] : she's changed her number YO!; 81384631__* says:
if i'm a guy and i see tat smile i'll wna know bestie for sureI LOVE THIS GIRL PLENTY <3
♥Sunday, April 13, 2008
Saturday, April 12, 2008
i was reading reader digest today .... and there was this quote that caught my eye " the opposite of love isn't hate..... it's indifference. cause if you hate me, it still means that i bother and matter to you still," isn't that so true ? i think when somebody hates another... and it's only hate that person after liking him or her for a period of time, i think it's due to denial ? and telling yourself that you hate that person and hence, have no reason to like him or her ?
if only i can hate you , life would be so much more simpler then.....
♥Saturday, April 12, 2008
Friday, April 11, 2008
humpf !!!! i'm feeling sore sore sore ~!!!!!!! my current greatest enemy is the letter
B!!! argh argh argh !!!!! but still congrats to MAISARAH,YANNI,CHERYL,LIMWOAN, PATSON,LIONEL,HUDA,LEONARDO!!you guys did brilliantly !!!! :D
aqidah darl, we're both in the same boat.at least, we'll never be alone ? cause we have each other...... next time, when we have graduated.... even though today was a sad day for us, it'd always be on my mind, cause ..... you hugged me when i cry, you cried with me when i cried and i love you so much as a dear dear friend(:
next week will be a BUSY BUSY WEEK !!!! 3 darlings of mine will be celebrating their birthdays !!! one on friday, and two on saturday !!!<3
♥Friday, April 11, 2008
Thursday, April 10, 2008
i thought i've gotten over you, well apparently not. hearing it coming from you is much much more hurtful than hearing it from others.stop treating me so nice. please, im begging you. STOP being nice to me. seeing how many times you had been hurting me unknowingly, i thought i'd have become numb and become accustom to the hurt now, but, apparently, NOT. so please, dont treat me nice. lest, i assume or read too much into it. stop treating me nice, before i resort to the last measure and keep my distance.
♥Thursday, April 10, 2008
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
HE WAS MADE OF PILLOWS.HIS HANDS,LEGS, EVEN HIS TEETH WERE SMALL PILLOWS. pillow man was an awesome play. great story, great actors especially the slow learner brother Michael!! he's a brilliant professional! ahha albeit, the stories are a little spooky? they're quite disturbing actually. there was this story about the apple men where an abusive father kept abusing his daughter? so she carved little men out of apples and placed razor blades in them and gave it to her father to eat. guess what? right.... of course the father died. anyway, one day when she was asleep, the apple men woke up and creapt up to her. they forced themselves into her throat saying : you've killed our brothers. and yes, she did die a horrible death.
that's just one of the many disturbing stories that can be found in the play ..... disturbing yes, but it's sad too.... and really captivating.... i ADORE plays, much more than movies.
aqidah darl, we'll get through this together.... know that you're not alone, for i'm in the same boat as you... in fact i think you're in a nicer boat than i am .
shoutout to my darlings today !
faith!
bestie!
aqidah!
fiona!
charlotte!!(hehheh no..... 10+______)
shir!
phyllis!(sorry i couldn't make it for dinner!)
shuxian!(thanks for your random msgs!!(: )
roar!
shermaine!
you're all my sweehearts(:
♥Tuesday, April 08, 2008
Thursday, April 3, 2008
I LOATHE YOU. I DETEST YOU. YOU'VE RUINED MY DAY, THANKS A LOT.
♥Thursday, April 03, 2008
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
whenever i need you, you chose not to be there for me.i have nothing to say. the tears i've used on youwhen im sure you've never ever wasted on me, the space you've occupied in my mind when i doubt so you've ever thought or missed me...crying is ever so exhausting.missing you is ever so draining. i should stopp all these now.... yes, its time to stop.
♥Tuesday, April 01, 2008
before going for leo's birthday dinner, my darling phyllis came over to my house to help decorate leo's card and basically just to catch up on our lives cause i cant make it for her birthday barbeque the next night )): BOOOO...... but we had loads of fun cam whoring and she almost wanted to bang the wall cause i kept screwing up the card.... heh heh ! 
