today, i read tuesday with morris. and ...... not surprising to say, i cried buckets. it talks so much about life and they are all so true !! except, very few people actually realise it. culture has set the bar and expectations to how we should act or look like. what we should do and what is unacceptable. to put it in a nice way, culture has train us to be refine people. put it in a bad way? we are SLAVES of society. it isn't wrong to be unique or have our own culture, only, not many of us have the guts to do it.

this week, i've been doing a lot of thinking. about who i really am and about what i want. yes, its true..... i do care a lot about image, about how people see me and all..... but i realise.... that i've been trying to fit in with the norm, with totally no unique style of my own. i tried finding out what's unique about me, what's .... special. and sadly, even after racking my brains to search for the answer, i cant name anything. i find, yes, i do generally get along well with everybody and all, yet, im lacking my own opinions! maybe, just maybe, that's the reason why people dont take me seriously?

to add to that, you think that im childish... haha .. actually, it just shows how much you know me?