i find myself.... silly! hahaha i mean who in the whole wide world would ever tell a guy she likes things good about another girl whom he might be interested in?? doesn't it sound ridiculous?

yet, i cant help myself everytime it happens. its as though my tongue has run off to lala land and im in no position to control it. every little flaw or faults he finds with her, i'll start defending her and assuring him that maybe , she's not that bad! like HELLO, CLAUDIA NG!!! isn't it a tacit logic that in order to have the possibility of him liking you, you should hope that he forgets and stops liking that girl? OMG... it's either im plain STUPID, or im just too NICE..... i'd prefer the latter! but then, i think that nice people are always at a disadvantage as they're always either being taken for granted of or just taken advantage of.

anyway, recently a question keeps staying in my mind, refusing to go away......especially after reading this particular book by my favourite author, Cecelia Ahern, ROSIE DUNNE

the story talks about best friends who fall in love with each other without knowing it but eventually, after many obstacles, they realised it and lived happily ever after..... which formed the question in my mind,

i want my very own drew to know my existence!