Saturday, March 29, 2008
HAPPY 1ST MONTH ANNIVESARY BESTIE !!!!!you've finally met your prince charming!!! now you'd never have to worry about being on the shelf cause you'd never be back there again! :DHAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SHUXIAN!!!ps. its not i forgot, hon! i just wanted to be the last to wish you so i'd be special (: hahaha !BOOOOOOO.MY CLUMSINESS.EMBARRASSMENT!who in the world can fall from running ?? ok that sounds pretty normal... i meant to say, i was out running with leo and we jogged and jogged and jogged and suddenly i just tripped on dont know what and fell. both my knees bled .POOR LEO......... he had to rush around to try and find the way out cause we decided to just run along the road and not care where we're heading towards. then he had to run to guardian a couple of times to buy medicine,bandage and so on and so for.... then he had to remain strong cause i was feeling pained and was merely pretending to be strong. that poor boy eventually had to send me home despite me telling him not to.alright . this is a sign. A SIGN!!!! that i'll always be doing embarrassing things, stupid actions. BOOOOO. i pity my future boyfriend. so sad)):
♥Saturday, March 29, 2008
Friday, March 28, 2008
confuse.dilemma.distress.stress!
today was an overall a no good day ..... or rather, a flat day? we had to rush through econs file ...... and seriously, it was crazy..... i got a tad pissed off due to somebody..... and i think im really scared of confrontation ? cause i felt angry, yet i didn't want to scold him or anything even when someone else offered to help me.....i wonder why.....feel so low these days... hence, im looking forward to pillowman play!(: mai mai suggested dinner at Manhattan fish market after that!!*crosses fingers. pelase let the class be able to make it !
ps. i've been feeling so confuse, now i dont even want to think about it. wrong signals, assumptions made, words said, everything. to sum it up, i wish i've never known you.still, now, i can no longer imagine life without you. what's my problem? Y.O.U
pps.a really peculiar thought has been running through my mind.... i was thinking of writing up two lists for you... one 'reasons why you're worth my liking' the other 'reasons why you're NOT worth my liking'.... then my sanity came running back to me panting and exclaiming ' sorry ! im late !! i just needed a break and so left you for a while!' and i threw out all ridiculous thoughts of it.
♥Friday, March 28, 2008
Saturday, March 15, 2008
under my umbrella (:
my favourite photo!
UNGLAM but ever so nice!!!!
my very own men in white!(:
shall talk not much today lest you guys get bored to death :D ahhaha
interesting msn conver with aqidah, to show you not to mess with her !
clauds. blueberry kisses. says:
for once, i think i look pretty
clauds. blueberry kisses. says:
ahhahaha
Mi unico amor says:
YOU ARE PRETTY CAN
Mi unico amor says:
SO THERE
you are so fierce to me aqidah, but i still love you .... i wonder why ?? ahhaha ! jkjkjk
♥Saturday, March 15, 2008
Friday, March 14, 2008
alright, so..... yesterday was our class bbq!!!! which was rather successful i might say(: albeit the rain, albeit the miscommunications about the buying of drinks and albeit some emotional conflicts, it all eventually turned out to be quite smooth sailing.
i met up with darling aqidah earlier in the noon first where we proceed to wander round raffles city .... round and round and round.unknowingly ending up talking about 'them' ... which totally contradicts with our promise the day before to ' let's just go shopping tomorrow and not talk about those pigheaded guys at all eh?' ahhahaah whats up with that? sorry ! we're girls thus, we're eligible to break promises(: i dont know where's the link but..... oh well, WHO CARES? ahahahah
anyway, we ended up at kovan to buy 8 bottles of drinks for the bbq.... 2 bottles rose syrup( yes yes, i have some thing against orange syrup, it's just so sickly sweet.) and 6 bottles of mineral water! anyway, thanks to Mr nardo not knowing the way to the bbq place, he came to meet us at kovan and ahahahah !!! had to carry the plastic bags for us !!!
it was like pouring when we finally reached the condo? but being the crazy class as always, we still persisted! Mr stephen Tay would be so proud of us knowing that we ' PRESSED ON'!! ahahhahah ok (0A1's joke). we reached there at around 5.30? but only managed to start cooking at 6.58. and at 6.59, Lionel Foo threw a perfectly fine otah onto the floor!! that poor guy had to endure everybody's ' OIIIIIS !!!!!' and ' LIONEL FOO!!!!!!! ahahhaah awwwwwww.
enjoy the photos:D
♥Friday, March 14, 2008
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
today, i read tuesday with morris. and ...... not surprising to say, i cried buckets. it talks so much about life and they are all so true !! except, very few people actually realise it. culture has set the bar and expectations to how we should act or look like. what we should do and what is unacceptable. to put it in a nice way, culture has train us to be refine people. put it in a bad way? we are SLAVES of society. it isn't wrong to be unique or have our own culture, only, not many of us have the guts to do it.
this week, i've been doing a lot of thinking. about who i really am and about what i want. yes, its true..... i do care a lot about image, about how people see me and all..... but i realise.... that i've been trying to fit in with the norm, with totally no unique style of my own. i tried finding out what's unique about me, what's .... special. and sadly, even after racking my brains to search for the answer, i cant name anything. i find, yes, i do generally get along well with everybody and all, yet, im lacking my own opinions! maybe, just maybe, that's the reason why people dont take me seriously?
to add to that, you think that im childish... haha .. actually, it just shows how much you know me?
i daren't be closer to you, my dear..... for fear that we'll never be anything more then ..... THAT. you understand? if only you know me.... but the key word is, IF .... for you never will know me. reason being, you think you know everything about me. i dont blame you. i just hope that one day, someday, you'll realise that i am more than who you think i am now. i'll be crossing my fingers. for us.
♥Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Sunday, March 9, 2008
i find myself.... silly! hahaha i mean who in the whole wide world would ever tell a guy she likes things good about another girl whom he might be interested in?? doesn't it sound ridiculous?
yet, i cant help myself everytime it happens. its as though my tongue has run off to lala land and im in no position to control it. every little flaw or faults he finds with her, i'll start defending her and assuring him that maybe , she's not that bad! like HELLO, CLAUDIA NG!!! isn't it a tacit logic that in order to have the possibility of him liking you, you should hope that he forgets and stops liking that girl? OMG... it's either im plain STUPID, or im just too NICE..... i'd prefer the latter! but then, i think that nice people are always at a disadvantage as they're always either being taken for granted of or just taken advantage of.
anyway, recently a question keeps staying in my mind, refusing to go away......especially after reading this particular book by my favourite author, Cecelia Ahern, ROSIE DUNNE
the story talks about best friends who fall in love with each other without knowing it but eventually, after many obstacles, they realised it and lived happily ever after..... which formed the question in my mind,
CAN BEST FRIENDS EVER GET TOGETHER?
some might think it's nice as it'll be a comfortable relationhip whereas others feel that it'll be a boring one as they know everything they need to know about the other party thus, the love courtship will lose its excitement, personally? i prefer the former choice. i think that it wont be a boring relationship as i feel that a friendship and a love relationship is totally different! they might know things about each other, but then in love, they're find out NEW things about each other!
i want my very own drew to know my existence!
♥Sunday, March 09, 2008
Friday, March 7, 2008
claudia is one happy girl today!:D
day started off well as CTs have ended!!!!! and thus, leo,fiona, zhixian and i had a badminton date today! hahaha thanks to eh hem.... two people who were late, leo and i ended up just sitting around for about half an hour with him laughing nonstop at me just cause i cant jump up to sit on the stage!!! p.s, hey there MISTER NARDO, i CAN so jump up the stage ? i merely dont want anybody looking at me while im at it.so embarrassing!!! hahahaha
anyway ... we all had a pretty good time i guess,and we trooped on back to school like after 2 hours plus of playing badminton? hehe !!! note to self: never to play serious with Chow zhixian for he has found out my weakness!!! hahahaha REWARD to self: Leo nardo currently owes me a movie treat!!!(: PUNISHMENT to self: Claudia Ng now owes Leo nardo a meal treat AND two weeks maid service...... what a prince. boooooo): hahahah oh well, i bet he cant bear to slog me to death! ahahah
anyway, the happiest thing that happen to me today is that eh hem ..... *drumsroll!!!! YOURS TRULY HAS ACE HER CHINESE A LEVELS!!!! yes siree...... Claudia NG has attain an A for her chinese paper with DISTINCTION in aural!! yes indeed, for once in my life, i feel so proud of myself !!!! hahah thanks to the darlings who gave me support, my chinese tutor, MOMMY!!!! hahahahah she was the one who built up my firm foundation since young so THANKYOU MOMMY!!!! I LOVE YOU ! HAHAHA <3
that's all that happen for now my darlings, missing faith who is away in the US till the 17th ))):
shall get back to talking to my sweet sweet aqidah online then my darlings!!! tata !!!<3
♥Friday, March 07, 2008
Thursday, March 6, 2008
end if CTS. highlight of the day: GIRLS DAY OUT WITH MY SWEETS, PHYLLIS NORIKO!! hahaha
it was a really PERCULIAR day i must say for a series of weird things happened!!!!
firstly, we went to Suntec and as we felt hungry, we went to the basement for food hunting!!! hahah but as we didn't manage to find anything to our fancy, we decided to head back to the 1st level.weird thing: BOTH of us turned out to be the perfect direction noob?? we just continued walking round and round and round without managing to find the way out !!! hahahaha
second weird thing: we left suntec and walked towards the over head bridge, there, we were met with human traffic congestion!! like LITERALLY!!! hahaha on one side of the overhead bridge, the escalator was still operating but the walkway leading to the other side of the bridge was PACKED with people!!! it was kinda amusing and phyllis and i had a great laugh there!! hahah
third weird thing, i looked AWFUL today ... like seriously!!! i wore specs, my hair was messy and styleless and i looked like TOTAL CRAP! ahhaha in the end? I BUMPED INTO SOOOOO MANY PEOPLE!!!!!!*GASP! just my luck eh? look awful and you'll definitely bump into some familiar people.... ya ya .... i bumped into Shermaine Teng, Howard, Jieying's bf and i think a few more people if im not wrong? p.s you people who saw me today , please rest assured that im usually not this dishevelled!!! ahhaha
fourth weird thing: while phy and i were about to get onto the escalator leading to marina square, this lady cut in in front of us but then realised that we were there so she stepped back to let us pass first, but seeing that she's older than us, we insisted that she should go first, so in the end we stood there for like 10,20 secs trying to let each other pass. hahahah !!!!
anyway, if you guys wanna see our gorgeous PHYLLIS NORIKO, here's a photo! hahaha
♥Thursday, March 06, 2008
under my umbrella (: 
my favourite photo!
UNGLAM but ever so nice!!!!
my very own men in white!(:
