The Dreamer
She loves to dream. She likes wondering about what could have been, should have been, and may have been. She loves looking at the night-sky - who knows, a shooting star may just fly past one day and she will be able to make her wish. Her wish to be with you.
Sunday, January 20, 2008
mind in a whirl.something is horribly wrong with me.i wonder if it is stress? if it is the doing of somebody?
i woke up at 3am yesterday morning upon receiving that message. i dont know why it affected me so much. i curled myself up and started sobbing. it went on and on and on. and i had never in my whole entire life felt this lonely or sad before.putting on a facade in front of everybody, pretending that i am this cheerful, happy go lucky girl, little do they know what is going on in this little mind of mine.my self esteem is currently down in the dumps. maybe im unlikable? maybe some people feel like bashing me up upon seeing me? some words which come out of people's mouth truly hurt despite them not knowing so, after all, they aren't the ones to have to listen to themselves talking!i once watched a show about a girl who is a mute. however, she said this "god gave us two ears and a mouth.what for? words that come out of the mouth may hurt people and sadden them, thus, having two ears and the inability to speak is fine by me. " isn't that true? therefore, i have always try to not hurt people with my words. harsh words are a very dangerous weapon.i believe that god gave us a mouth so as to be able to encourage the people around us and to praise people so as to brigten up their day. so why then , do people like to hurt others with words?
if you dont understand today's post, its alright. after all, didn't i say that my mind is in a whirl ?now, i shall carry on my facade and pretend that all is fine.
♥Sunday, January 20, 2008
