The Dreamer
She loves to dream. She likes wondering about what could have been, should have been, and may have been. She loves looking at the night-sky - who knows, a shooting star may just fly past one day and she will be able to make her wish. Her wish to be with you.
Monday, December 10, 2007
turns out my cbox isn't as empty as i thought it would be (: whew! thanks, my sweetie pies!
anw.... my family contributed a mass yesterday for our dearest baby, Francis Elizabeth Ng. we lost him/her through a miscarriage in 1998 and only recently did we find out that babies who died from miscarriages actually DO have spirits.... and poor souls.... everybody thought that when they die,they'll automatically go up to heaven, but .... it turns out not. their souls do not have a resting place until their family prays for them! which explains why my family held a mass for our darling little baby ..... he/she will always remain etch in our minds and hearts! WE LOVE YOU, OUR BABY (: be good with god now .....
sometimes i wonder..... what it would be like if that baby had survived.... i wouldn't be the youngest in the family then.....looking through my family's old videos and photos.... i realise just how much my family dotes on me and i am just so very lucky.i guess its cause im the younger sibling, which accounts for part of why im the more protected one?my family's unique, special....people might say we're narcissist for taking so many photos and videos... but it's just our way of keeping those fond memories and i am SO looking forward to our family holiday to Dubai this coming 23rd. i'm going to treasure every moment of it. and of course.... taking plenty of photos with my parents and my darling brother.... shhhh but even though he always grumbles and protests everytime i pull him to take a photo with me ... i bet he's secretly happy ! AHAHAH !
oh ya, speaking of brothers..... he's just a 'pain in my ass'! my beautifully set up christmas now looks completely different cause my mom complain that it looks really messy and so he, being the artistic genius, went to take down some ornaments and twist the tree this way and that way and hung some things up and my effort can't be seen now... argh. but despite being a pain, i still love him anyway ! hahaha
oh ya, chirtmas is around the corner and i have yet to make any plans for christmas celebrations. i seriously have no life. haha so people , date me out if you wish to ! im free(: haa
♥Monday, December 10, 2007